I dreamt that I fixed the font today.

And I just added Jia Ling's link. =3

I feel so darn 'energy-less' today. My father literally shrieked when I hinted that I wanted to play the piano as the house is in a heavy state of mess and dust, and that the dust would get to the piano if I dared lifted the covers. So I was bored and lacked energy and I kept humming to myself just to prevent myself from doing anything stupid. Like jumping down my flat, for instance.

I read all my magazines again and I think I memorized all the HP books' events by now. I didn't touch my comics as I didn't have the strength to take it out from the huge cardboard box. I watched everything that was on on a Friday afternoon. I even tried to watch the news.

I even SLEPT for like, two whole hours.

But I am still so bored.

Maybe tuition later would cure me.

But then again, I don't have the strength or energy to think of what to wear later, as my usual clothes are sitting in the large barbie doll box. I am so tired.

Just now when I ate, my chopsticks were trembling.

Maybe I would get skinnier through illnesses. Maybe I would then vomit everything I eat. =/ Then maybe I would get myself back to 45kg. Ha, 'cest impossible.

Guess who said that? -drawls-

Madame Maxime.

ARGH. I DESPISE MYSELF FOR BEING SO BORED.

jinyaoshallneverbebored!

I shall pretend to be interesting!

When I have the energy to think of interesting things.

EDIT: Oh, by the way. I 'quitted' Jap. Can't cope. Do not venture into telling me that it's a waste, blahblah, for I have other means of learning Jap without wasting my Monday and Wednesday afternoons on classes that I keep failing. =P

jinyao-4:26 AM!